Modesty

Some days ago I got a message, that my application to yet another academy of art has been rejected. Since then nothing´s been going as it should. For days I tried to make something artistically, but setback after setback was all that was waiting for me, until I finally came up with a good composition, but yet the elaboration ended in being a colossal failure. I can´t tell exactly what it is, but somehow everything seems wrong here... Everything I wanted to achieve, everything I wanted to tell... it´s all gone in the final piece... Maybe you can tell me.

Took me about... dunno, 7 hours?
Used reference for the wanderer

Hope you like it!